Tag Archives: emotion

Rewrite

Pathetic. And stupid and desperately disappointed. I was offered a job interview for today. Somewhere different. Somewhere I’d not be known, MH difficulties or otherwise. And I’ve turned it down. I’ve turned it down because it was a full-time job, … Continue reading

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Hinds’ Feet

Jehovah, the Lord, is my strength, and he maketh my feet like hinds’ feet, and will make me to walk upon mine high places. Habbakuk, 3 v 19 (ESV) Balance is not a strong point. Along with proprioception, it is … Continue reading

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Pearl of Great Price

De noche iremo, de noche que para encontrar la fuente, solo la sed nos alumbra, solo la sed nos alumbra Taize Thirsty, so, so thirsty. I have tried for weeks to find liminality in church services, in Taize services, in the … Continue reading

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Shipwreck in a Bottle

I come back into the room. I am staring  determinedly through the floor, and my voice is shaking. I am trembling. I speak to explain that sharing emotion is dangerous and unwanted and makes people threaten to leave, before they turn … Continue reading

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