Category Archives: worship

Integral to existence

I should not exist. I think I may have said this before. Forgive me. I think about it often. I should not exist because had my older brother been born full-term, my conception would have been impossible. Or – I … Continue reading

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Nada te turbe

I find chaos stressful. I like to know where things are, and what I’m doing. Although my mood sometimes falls below a threshold where I can be bothered with it, I like tidy. The uncertainty of the past few months … Continue reading

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Taize: The Desert Flower

When desertions, doubts, discouragements and the silences of God seem to cover everything, will you discern the desert flower? Frere Roger, And Your Deserts Shall  Flower, 1982 I am returned again from a week Taize, changed, refreshed, restored vis-a-vis the person who … Continue reading

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Breath of Light

I find it hard to calm down, to relax. To chill out. If there’s work to do, I find it nigh impossible to forget that it is there, and do anything else, until it is finished. The problem with this … Continue reading

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Christe eleison

What do you want to say to Jesus today? https://t.co/ODiVcV43dI — Pray as you go (@prayasugo) January 20, 2016 //platform.twitter.com/widgets.js I like ‘Pray as You Go’. The Twitter feed snippets are often an encouragement, or a challenge (or both) in … Continue reading

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Drowning

I am here again, after 27 years. I used to come to church services here. When I was little. All four of us came. We came to Sunday service. Apart from, I wouldn’t be left in the creche, wouldn’t stop screaming, … Continue reading

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Emeralds in a Field

Where your treasure is, there will your heart be also. Matthew 6 v 21 I am ill. And down again, and finding it hard to see the joy in anything. Tired, but anxious, so unable to sleep. But energised by … Continue reading

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